Ferocity and Online dating

ferocity

I feel as though everything that I do has passion, intention and great ferocity behind it. It is exhausting some days and no one else really knows the internal workings of anyone else.
I do know that the days of telling people what they should feel like or do have diminished.

Isn't it time that we recognize that we all have our own healer or wise person inside of us.

The Shape of Water

Last night my friend and I  saw the movie the Shape of Water. I loved it while my friend hated it. 

She seemed to see it as a confirmation that nothing ever changes and I saw the oppposite.  Everything is aways changing.

When I was in my twenties, I believed in the magic of love. I believed that I could make a difference in the world. I could live better by making more conscious choices in my diet, environment, work and relationships. 

Foolishness

Foolishness

I believe that  humans are always looking for connections
 to something bigger than ourselves.
I believe that the core of our love affair with depression, anxiety and addictions is because we feel lonely.  We have lost a sense of connection to something bigger than we are and that connection is ultimately a spiritual one. In this day of political correctness and  constant  conversationl sparring, it is uncomfortable and intimidating  to say that we are looking for  a Spiritual or God connection..  So we stay stuck wanting the Bigger connections and  we are afraid to go after them.

Children are the masters and we are the students........

How do we know what we know and why won't we let kids know what they know?

sea creatures 

Do you know that feeling when you are talking to someone and a word or a phrase pops into your head in repsonse to what you are hearing?
Do you know that you know something is true before someone even says something.
Do you know that you love certain colors, smells, tastes just because you do and not because someone tells you that they are good for you?
Do you know the words that kids say  that make you sit up and listen ?

Roseate Spoonbill Chat

Roseate Spoonbill

I am sitting at my desk speaking with the representative from Fitbit about a malfunctioning alta device and I happened to look up into the gaze of a Roseate Spoonbill.
If you have not seen these beautiful birds up close, they are a gorgeous pink and white color, with a long bill that is shaped like a spoon at the end. They have a similar neck to a heron with the long s curve and probably a similar size to a medium blue .

Irma's Gifts

waiting

Today, as I am sitting in the beautiful, hot calmmess of Central Flroida, I am wondering about how information comes to us. In the past, I have felt that I must be the originator of the idea or I could not claim to speak about it. without referring to them.  Things have changed.

Hurricane Irma and blowing her away

The Eye of GOD

During the past two days, I have gone through so many feelings due to  the excessive and frightenting coverage of this hurricane. I survived well through Sandy in 2013 while living in NJ but  here in Florida, it  feels that there is deeper sense of catastrophe and doom. Certainly,  Floridians have  a much deeper and more profound connection to  big weather.   On Tuesday, much of the bottled  water and automobile gas in many stores and stations  was completely depleted in Sarasota. The constant topic of conversations was the storm and I was left feeling quite sad,anxious and uncertain.

I did my due dilligence of getting the necessary water, food, candles and other supplies needed but still felt that there was more to do.